February 2012
11 posts
Mmmpoop.
God, please give me peace. This is dumb to think about right now. But I feel you working and already answering. I know you’ll come through.
I love you so much, Abba.
God is in the shadows working everything out for your benefit.
Just watch, it’ll be greater than you can imagine.
Hang in there
It makes me sad that we we have fit praising Jesus into our schedule when, in reality, it’s all we’ll do for eternity. Essentially, we live to share this reality and invite people to do so with us FOREVER.
We have to get our priorities straight.
I have to get my priorities straight.
Mmm, I love Jesus
“Help me find my own Flame! Help my find my own Fire! I want the Real thing! I want your burning desire! There’s no better time, there’s no better time! There’s no better time! There’s no better time!” God, set a fire in my soul for the hurting again. Set a fire for people again, Father. Set a fire for you again, Abba. I was made for so much more than this-...
God, I’m so confused. Please clarify your will, because that’s all I want- that’s all I’m striving for. I don’t want to ache and I want nothing to get in the way of my relationship with you. Guide me father, I need you
“How I love you Lord, How I love you, Jesus You’ll always have my heart! I’m in love with you I’m in love with you” I want to serve you, but somehow that desire is eclipsed by insignificant tasks or vain wants. You are all I need, Abba. Provide a way out I have faith you will
Oh Abba, how I long for you to rescue me
Oh no This is out of control
Wow God. Pour into me your gifts; I’m ready to receive. Make yourself real to me God
I was made for so much more than this
January 2012
17 posts
You can’t wait until you conquer your struggles to go to God. To encounter God’s realness to it’s full extent, you must be broken. And in that brokenness you fall at the feet of Christ, giving all that you are and all that you have. He’ll take your burdens and sacrifices and turn them into something beautiful. He is making something new out of you. As a car runs on fuel,...
The pressures of this world are almost unbearable...
Good thing I have Jesus
Finding a prom dress will be the death of me
I am so full of answered prayers! I have my best friend back and it can be explained by nothing else but answered prayers and the Lord’s blessing! Without his faithfulness it would have never happened! Wow: joy, joy, joy
The enemy pursues me,
he crushes me to the ground;
he makes me dwell in the darkness
like those long dead.
(Psalm 143:3 NIV)
Abba, I need you. You’ve answered many of my prayers through situations I would have never guessed and for that I thank you times a million. I request you to take away what is constantly eating me from the inside out. I ask you to break the chains of this struggle and I thank you that you know before I even ask. I thank you that when it’s too painful to mention or say aloud, and even...
We need to talk Best Friend. I miss you lots.
So my spirit grows faint within me;
my heart within me is dismayed. I remember the days of long ago;
I meditate on all your works
and consider what your hands have done. I spread out my hands to you;
I thirst for you like a parched land. Answer me quickly, Lord;
my spirit fails.
Do not hide your face from me
or I will be like those who go down to the pit. Let the morning bring me word of...
I don’t want to let go, but maybe it’s best?
I was looking forward to talking to my best friend so much I had so much to say, so much to discuss I wanted to laugh uncontrollably I wanted to talk about Jesus until I cried because His love is so strong Sometimes this enormous amount of love inside my chest is a burden I know it’s a blessing and I’m grateful, it just hurts when people can’t return the same amount. We’ll...
The contentedness God has given me is overwhelming. I am so grateful :)
I feel like the Lord is preparing me to witness an explosion of power and I’m so excited. He’s making me hungry for the word and thirsty for wisdom. He’s providing me with peace and filling me with patience and love. He’s giving me words to say and ideas to carryout. Many of my prayers have been answered and I’m waiting to see how he’ll respond to others. I am...
Help God- I’m so thirsty for you.
Speak God- Declare truth
I’m desperate for you so I throw myself headlong into your arms knowing you’ll comfort me and feed me with your knowledge and love.
I love you so much God
It’s crazy what prayer does. The feelings are gone and I just want my best friend
2012 is the year to be me and to recover from my struggles. This year is about new friendships and restoration of old ones. This year is about throwing off feelings to follow my God whole heartily, without hesitation, and with so much passion I can’t hold back! I know God will work wonders and will use my unusually big heart to love the unlovable. This year is about throwing off my selfish...
December 2011
6 posts
Sometimes it feels so right that I don’t why it seems so wrong.
I don’t want to want this
I don’t want pain
Always in a state of confusion, conflict, and laughter.
All a result of the other
Dear God, I don’t know what to suppress
“Your feet will touch the soil of many countries and they will be blessed.”
– An ordained fortune cookie and the Lord speaking through Lynsey Gleim combined. I am so excited for whatever is ahead of me
I want go camp with God in the mountains. Just Him and me.
My best friend got me fruit leather…
He just skips me and goes to his friends. It never used to be that way, not even when he had a girlfriend. He doesn’t randomly text me to ask how I am nor does he say “no, not a sufficient answer” when I simply reply “good”. Thishurtswaytoomuch Being ignored by your best friend seems worse than any high school break up.
Change is produced by time of which is flying...
November 2011
9 posts
Please don’t allow this to end because of other people’s comments.
I’m only reading into it I’m only reading into it I’m only reading into it
I have such joy today
What an answer to prayer
Sometimes I totally hate being alone. I love being...
I can’t regress, oh God don’t let me regress
The spirit is living inside of me GOD lives inside of me He is real He WANTS to talk to me He’s really there, he’s listening He hears my groans He feels what I feel He knows He knows me better than I know myself
Regression My enemy
How I feel is beyond articulation. Help me God
I want to travel so badly
I can feel it coming
October 2011
14 posts
Gosh dang it!!!
I feel like so many people are hurting, frustrated, and confused.
Clarity and wisdom is so beyond needed. Please provide it Lord
I an blessed beyond my wildest dreams. Thank God I dong have to prostitute myself to earn money like those ten year old ethiopian girls who earn money equivalent to 60 cents. My heart breaks for them. I don’t want to wait, I want up help them now.
The frivolous way I spend my money must end.
I wish I had the power to change minds with my words. I need the Lord to speak through me and move hearts
I want the fire inside of me to grow brighter and brighter, never diminishing. I pray it grow brighter than the sun so everyone who sees me will see you. The glory be to the Father, for I can do nothing without Him. Amen
May all the glory go to the one who deserves all praise.
“King if glory, have your glory”
“I was just missing you and wanted a friend to walk with…”
– Best Friend