December 2009
43 posts
I'm doing well actually.
Its better than striving to impress.
Dec 29th
I really want some coffee
deannanpierce: and a warm blanket and a good movie. To bad I dont have anyone to share my picture perfect evening with… ME! SHARE IT WITH ME!
Dec 29th
“Every once in a while people step up, they rise above themselves. Sometimes they...”
– Nathan Scott (OTH) (via kari-shma) (via quote-book) (via hayliebop)
Dec 28th
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Is it possible to run and be sick at the same...
Dec 28th
Help me Jesus
Dec 28th
You're my angel baby, you're my darling.
deannanpierce: is what you use to put on your AIM status after we talked for hours about nothing and said you loved me like 6 times and said goodnight about 18 times… as much as i dont want that back…it sometimes creeps up in my head and causes an unusual kind of pain. remember when you said we were going to get married? that was funny then and it is now. sorry…just thinking back…i have to...
Dec 27th
Being sick pretty much sucks
geeeeeshhh I’m lonely
Dec 27th
Crap
I didn’t think about this… Maybe I’m not supposed to. Gah the nagging in my stomach is going to suck. Alright Jesus, its about you, help me focus.
Dec 24th
i wish you werent a bipolar girl...
deannanpierce: im worried about both of you. and i wish i knew exactly what to tell you. i wish i could say shes not good for you…but i dont know. as far as i know she could be perfect for you..and if she is i will, some how some way, i will learn how to like her. I really just want whats the best for YOU. i dont want to watch you get hurt…so please hold out and wait on God. as hard as its...
Dec 24th
Tonight was so fun
Emily and I had the most fun time together. At the gas station Em and I were pumping gas and my mom was trying to communicate with use through the window. She was putting up her hands to communicate that she wanted to go to 15 dollars. Me: “FIVE DOLLAR FOOTLONG?” Emily: “::really slowly and loud:: WE ARE GOING TO TAKE YOU TO THE HOME” HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA I was literally crying....
Dec 24th
Dec 23rd
102 notes
Bonding time
My mommy was in a real bad mood last night. I walked away and closed my door waiting for her to breathe. I don’t like bad moods. My daddy knocked on the door a little bit later and talked to me for a minute about my day. Then I layed on my bed for ten minutes and stared at the ceiling. I honestly didn’t feel like doing anything else. I went downstairs and found my dad wrapping presents...
Dec 23rd
The whole day I caught myself thinking about it
I would say “Stoppppp. Stopppp thinking about it. If you let it go you wouldn’t be thinking about it.” I finally succeeded for a long time. Even now, I have no feelings.
Dec 23rd
Let it go
Dec 22nd
Max Lucado: Description of God's love.  →
Dec 22nd
 I’m so caught up in myself I forgot about Jesus. How is it possible for me to forget why I’m here? I. am. an. idiot.
Dec 22nd
Listenoliviakane: hayliebop: todayilived: “I...
Dec 22nd
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Everyday I get more hopeful
until one day something occurs that makes me turn around and go backwards until I’m so far behind I have no where else to go but forwards.
Dec 21st
I don’t want to be self conscious anymore. But I’m getting worse.
Dec 21st
I'm getting sick of this.
Dec 21st
Dec 19th
750 notes
“Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you...”
– Mark Twain (via reluctantbuddha) (via quote-book)
Dec 18th
436 notes
“Love is an untamed force. When we try to control it, it destroys us. When we try...”
– Paulo Coelho (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)
Dec 18th
550 notes
I think I'm regressing...
No self pity
Dec 18th
Dec 17th
“Just when you think it can’t get any worse, it can. And just when you think it...”
– Nicholas Sparks (At First Sight) (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)
Dec 17th
942 notes
“Prayer is not asking. It is a longing of the soul. It is daily admission of...”
– Mahatma Gandhi (via iindia) (via quote-book)
Dec 17th
369 notes
I am physically sick of school
I am so stressed that I feel nauseous and have a headache all the time. Thank God I have two days and 5 exams left.
Dec 16th
Can I just say
I am so confused.
Dec 14th
About 20 days.
Can someone buy me a car?
Dec 13th
This world has nothing for me I will follow you.
Dec 12th
I'm sorry
deannanpierce: melanietaylor: deannanpierce: melanietaylor: deannanpierce: melanietaylor: deannanpierce: melanietaylor: deannanpierce: melanietaylor: deannanpierce: melanietaylor: I think I’m a cause of your problems.  what the heck. I’m sorry.  for nothing. you are wasting a sorry. But…Fine.  no buts.  I suck  ya do not. i suck for having so many problems ...
Dec 12th
I'm sorry
deannanpierce: melanietaylor: deannanpierce: melanietaylor: deannanpierce: melanietaylor: deannanpierce: melanietaylor: deannanpierce: melanietaylor: I think I’m a cause of your problems.  what the heck. I’m sorry.  for nothing. you are wasting a sorry. But…Fine.  no buts.  I suck  ya do not. i suck for having so many problems  No. I suck for sucking at helping...
Dec 12th
I'm sorry
deannanpierce: melanietaylor: deannanpierce: melanietaylor: deannanpierce: melanietaylor: deannanpierce: melanietaylor: I think I’m a cause of your problems.  what the heck. I’m sorry.  for nothing. you are wasting a sorry. But…Fine.  no buts.  I suck  ya do not. i suck for having so many problems  No. I suck for sucking at helping with those problems.
Dec 12th
I'm sorry
deannanpierce: melanietaylor: deannanpierce: melanietaylor: deannanpierce: melanietaylor: I think I’m a cause of your problems.  what the heck. I’m sorry.  for nothing. you are wasting a sorry. But…Fine.  no buts.  I suck
Dec 12th
I'm sorry
deannanpierce: melanietaylor: deannanpierce: melanietaylor: I think I’m a cause of your problems.  what the heck. I’m sorry.  for nothing. you are wasting a sorry. But…Fine.
Dec 12th
I'm sorry
deannanpierce: melanietaylor: I think I’m a cause of your problems.  what the heck. I’m sorry.
Dec 12th
I'm sorry
I think I’m a cause of your problems.
Dec 11th
I may have to go on a gluten free diet...?
deannanpierce: that might possibly SUCK!  Or you could eat meat… Just a thought.
Dec 9th
Pretty sure I just don't want to go to school.
Or do homework. Or do anything other than sleep.
Dec 6th
I don't want this to happen again
It was awful enough in the summer, I can’t let it happen again.
Dec 2nd
“Do not ask me where I got the invisible ink…URINE. ITS URINE.”
– Dwight Schrute
Dec 2nd
“It’s like when a girl says she’ll make out with you, but her...”
– Michael Scott
Dec 2nd