January 2010
38 posts
School is killing me
How can you go from being on such a high to being...
deannanpierce:
I really wish today was over.
Because you allow yourself to switch modes.
Fainting is weird.
Everything goes black and then your mom yells your name and grabs you up off the floor. Then when you try to get up and get the bucket, you faint and fall off the bed. However long later (becuase you don’t have a sense of time) your father and mother both come in and yell your name and lift you up. All of a sudden you grab the bucket and…well you know. Never, never, never, never,...
113 days left of school.
Yes I counted. That’s how bad I want it to end.
Dear World, I don't want to be like you.
Dear God, I want to be like you. __________________
I thank God for how much I’m progressing. My love for people and God are far more important than a boyfriend and I honestly do not need one nor want one. I can live without the heartbreak and confusion. I can live without the spit I would be swapping. I like my own spit thanks, I don’t want yours. Somedays I’m gonna want one...
Almost Lover →
Your fingertips across my skin The palm trees swaying in the wind Images You sang me Spanish lullabies The sweetest sadness in your eyes Clever trick
Well, I never want to see you unhappy I thought you’d want the same for me
[Chorus] Goodbye, my almost lover Goodbye, my hopeless dream I’m trying not to think about you Can’t you just let me be? So long, my luckless romance My...
I realized I honestly have no desire for a boyfriend.
And its sweet
Isaiah 30:18
fishforpeople:
So the Lord must wait for you to come to him so he can show you his love and compassion. For the Lord is a faithful God. Blessed are those who wait for his help.
Amen
I dont want to give up
deannanpierce:
I want to keep running hard through school. I want to do my very very best everyday on my homework and studying and test but I tend to give up after i study for 5 hours and get a 16% on a flipping test. I have GOT to get these grades up! I try so so so hard and i get a 16%! THAT SHOWS ME NOTHING! THAT GIVES ME NO REWARD FOR WHAT I HAVE DONE! ITS NOT LIKE I DONT TRY! Maybe i should...
Thank You Father For Answering Prayers The Way They Should Be Answered.
God's got a plan for my life.
I love knowing that I don’t have to plan my life out. I love knowing that God wants me to work my very hardest and he’ll take me far. I love knowing that God will never leave me. I love knowing that when I finally realize I need to be rescued, God is sweeping me off my feet at that very moment. I love knowing that I am Lois Lane and God is Superman. I love knowing that God is taking...
We can get through this.
We have issues. We will never be perfect until heaven, we’ve got to embrace our flaws. We have got to love ourselves the way we are, the way Jesus does. It sounds so easy…its not. I love you a lot.
SEVEN DAYS
“In order to be irreplaceable one must always be different”
– Coco Chanel (via deannanpierce)
Dahhhh
I miss my best friends. I pray for a snow day.
Lukas needs prayer.
He might have testicular cancer and is having surgery tuesday to take the cancer out. He’s getting married in five months and now he can’t have kids, butttt fortunatly they can freeze his sperm so he can be a donor to his own wife when they are ready. Thank God for Erin, his fiance, who is such a sweetie and has the cutest child named Adam:) I can’t wait for Erin and Adam to be...
"My eye almost had a tear..."
Twiggy, you are beautiful, but that pretty much was the weirdest way to say you almost teared up or cried. Geessshhh, I think I’ll start saying that now…
Proverbs 30:7-8
fishforpeople:
O God, I beg two favors from you; let me have them before I die.
First, help me never to tell a lie. Second, give me neither poverty nor riches! Give me just enough to satisfy my needs.
“Spongebob: What do you usually do when I’m gone?
Patrick: Wait for you to come...”
– Sponge bob square pants. (via quote-book) (via oliviakane)
Don’t lose concentration
Hosanna
fishforpeople:
Heal my heart and make it clean Open up my eyes to the things unseen Show me how to love like you have loved me
- Hillsong United
Psalm 40:1-2
fishforpeople:
I waited patiently for the Lord to help me, and he turned to me and heard my cry. He lifted me out of the pit of despair, out of the mud and the mire. He set my feet on solid ground and steadied me as I walked along.
Psalm 61:1-2
fishforpeople:
O God, listen to my cry! Hear my prayer!
From the ends of the earth, I cry to you for help when my heart is overwhelmed. Lead me to the towering rock of safety
I am so dreading school.
I’m excited to see Lynsey and Dalton and Max, but not that nasty pile of Homework. I am excited to go to voice because I need to work on my auditon music, but not the shaking feeling of failure. I want to see Mr. Orange’s smiling face crackin those hilarious joke in class that make my day, but now I have Mr. Shively who flipped out when he subbed for my bible class. Now he tries to...
Ecclesiastes 6:10
fishforpeople:
Everything has already been decided. It was known long ago what each person would be. So there’s no use arguing with God about your destiny.
“God brings us into Desperate situations to pull the Desperation out of us”
– Dalton’s status on facebook.
THE LICENSE WAS ACHIEVED
January 1, 2009: First day of 16th year
I don’t like the jealousy. I don’t like the claw that grabs my whole stomach and twists it around. I don’t enjoy the tugging at my throat and the stinging in my eyes. I hate it actually. I am so sick of this pulling me down and away from everyone. I know its my fault completely. I must learn how to get away from this. I don’t know how though. And everytime I progress in...
Psalm 39:5
fishforpeople:
You have made my life no longer than the width of my hand. My entire lifetime is just a moment to you; at best, each of us is but a breath.
Amen:)