Melly Jelly

Abba, I need you. 
You’ve answered many of my prayers through situations I would have never guessed and for that I thank you times a million.
I request you to take away what is constantly eating me from the inside out. I ask you to break the chains of this struggle and I thank you that you know before I even ask. I thank you that when it’s too painful to mention or say aloud, and even in my mind, you know because you feel what I feel. I thank you, Abba, for the Holy Spirit who gives me power in my weakness. If I didn’t have the Spirit, Lord, I would never have enough strength to stand against my struggles.

I pray that I will have nothing to hold on to in this life. I pray that I’ll cling to you and you alone, able to walk away, no matter the deep pain, from my friends and family to follow where you lead. I pray you’ll set unquenchable fire in my heart for the broken. Like Isaiah, I wish for you to bind the broken and set the captives free through me. 

Again, Abba, I ask for you to take this struggle you are more than aware of away. I don’t see freedom from it, but that’s the beauty of your power! You will take it away in your time under your circumstances and I can feel you take it away day by day. But I’m not cured. I need you to heal me, Abba.

I love you Father. I love you so much.